what i ALWAYS expect...

:: BIGGER THAN MY BODY ::

I always expect, people will answer my calls even on wee hours in the morning.

I always expect, people will accept me as I am whereever and whenever i go.

I always expect, the person will love me as much as I love her.

I always expect, I'm not alone.

I always expect, I'm better intellectually than others.

I always expect, that I can push forward even harder.

I always expect, that I'm fearless.

I always expect, world is far more forgiving than afterlife.

I always expect, my friends will sit around me and tell me stories.

I always expect, that I can kill the friggin' mosquitoes in my room.

I always expect, that my stamina is second to none.

I always expect, that I've smouldering sex appeal.

I always expect, girls will answer my messages and calls.

I always expect, England will qualify for EURO 2008, eventhough I'm ardent Argentinians supporter.

I always expect, person I love will kiss my forehead everytime before I go to sleep.

I always expect, I don't need peoples' help.

I always expect, a bunch of idiotic whore will stay away from me.

I always expect...

I always expect, somebody will come and save me...

D I S K O.D A N S A

ELLO EBERIBODI!!!

Hari ni aku tak mau cakap panjang-panjang...

Tadi time surf-surf tenet dapat la idea untuk 'menyerlahkan' lagi blog yang tak seberapa gempak ni.

SO...Aku tambah lagu-lagu kat blog ni...hihi~ big news la sangat...

Aku sebenarnye takda la suke sangat dengan blog yang ada lagu-lagu ni, kekadang buat orang terkejut je haa....

Tapi disebabkan malas nak download untuk kegunaan sendiri, aku amek je la kat satu website ni. Boring boring, leh bukak blog sendiri...(Chewaaah!)

Ini adalah senarai tracks yang disediakan sebagai halwa telinga anda

Track 1. Ku Mahu Kau Tahu-Hujan

Track 2. Hey There Delilah-Plain White T's

Track 3. Oh Hiba-Hujan

Track 4. Overkill-Colin Hay

Track 5. Atas Nama Cinta-Flop Poppy

Track 6. Now That I Can See-Couple

Track 7. Kuala Lumpur-Hujan

Track 8. Dancin'-MC Syze

Track 9. Lagu Untukmu-Meet Uncle Hussein

Track 10. 19/2000-Gorillaz

Diharap kan anda semua terhibur dengan lagu-lagu yang diputarkan oleh DJ bertugas...ngeee~

Kalo ada lagu best yang ingin dikongsi dengan DJ, sila tinggalkan pesanan ringkas anda di ruangan 'BORAK-BORAK'.

Pesanan panjang tak akan dilayan...

:: NAK TENGOK ENGLAND VS U.S.A PAGI NI, NGEEE~ ::

Man With Less Regrets...

:: KINABALU MOUNTAIN FROM MANUKAN ISLAND ::

Couple of weeks ago, i went to Manukan island alone...Some might say, "Ape yang ko buat kat sane sorang?, bawak la awek-awek ke, kawan-kawan ke...". Sory guys, sometimes i need my own space and my own time to do whatever i want. Aku ke sana just to reflect what i have done all this while...And why i didnt regret over my decisions all these years..It's a bit like muhasabah diri, just between me, Manukan island, Kinabalu mountain and my god (segala pujian bagi ALLAH, tuhan sekalian makhluk)...

When i was alone, gazing the sun goes down, watching the panoramic view of Kinabalu's from a far makes me wonder...do i really have serious regrets in my life? Do i did things that makes people hates me? Am i easily fell down for the temptations? And it brings me to the biggest 'what if' question in my life...What if i could turn back the time so people will give a very serious consideration about me...

I always feel alone eventhough i'm not alone...But sometimes, it is the best thing ever happen to me, coz' aku tak menyusahkan orang lain. I'm so afraid that i could be the burden of someone else, turns out we need somebody's help at each turn of our life. I want to help people around me, and not the other way around. In the same time, i want people to take me seriously. If i'm a Law undergraduates from UIA, will people will give me the attention i've always crave? Person who know that i've once offered a place in UIA matriculation for syaria's law may always questions my decision not to accept it, instead i stayed in KPM matriculation that turns out to disastrous by my own standards. Do i regret it? Never in a lifetime...

Then, i enrolled into UMS...Much farther then my family thought. My mum nearly used her 'inner connection' to get me into UiTM, but i refused. I said, "Ini lah masa nya nak buktikan yang aku bole hidup jauh dari family"...Then, my parents agreed. But, when i'm here, i never taste the opportunity to meet my family every week. I can't use my lovely Satria (which was sold last year to some teacher) often, I can't push my sisters forward when they were in major examinations, I can't have a good time with all my friends who study in any varisities in Klang Valley, news about what happen now and then reached me at very late stage, and most importantly, i can't met Ijoy my cousin who passed away last year (Al-fatihah to him)...But still, do i have any regret...None.

So, why in the name of god i came here, in Manukan island? What i need to reflect to? Is my life so dull, even i didnt give it the serious of the considerations? No, i realize that my life is so colorful...So colorful that not many have a life like me. I would never trade my life for someone elses. I'm happy coz' thing might be even worse if i'm a law student, studying in Peninsula or anything. I'm clumsy, no denying that fact...But i'm proud to say that by the time goes by, i'm wiser in my decision-making. Even if I stutter in my own words, or choking on my own spit, I'm glad that i'm not the ego-maniacal person i used to be...

The only thing that i regret in my life is falling in love with my ex-girlfriend elder sister. I'm not cut it to be hers, and never will be. She's very responsible, caring and loving person...But one thing i realize is that we could never be together...If we get together somehow in the future, what am i supposed to say when i meet her mum? What am i supposed to say when i see her sister, that happen to be my ex? What am i supposed to do? By the way, it is only a pipeline dream...She still have her boyfriend, whom she love so much eventhough that guy always make her 'makan hati'...And I always said,"Sabar la...dugaan je tu. Laki kan memang ego sket dalam bab-bab relationship ni.". And 'till now, i never ever tell her about my feelings, and i tend to keep it that way...Coz' loving somebody doesn't mean we must have that person. Putting a smile in her or his face for once is adequate already. Do i regret losing her? ermmm...It's hard to say.

:: LOVE IS A LOSING GAME ::

Owh Ragbi...

"Weh Hans, apsal ko tak main untuk UMS?"..."Macam mana aku nak main, asal team aku masuk semi ke, final ke, sure aku tak dapat main punye lah."..."Apsal lak?"..."Badan aku ni Alaa, dah macam orang tua-tua dah haa...tackle sket patah, tackle sket tercabut sane-sini"..."Ke ko dah takut?"...


Sory la kepada sesiapa yang view blog aku nih, dah 3 hari tak update...i think the conversation above tells you something. Dari hari Jumaat sampai la esok, kat UMS ni ada Masum 10's. Kepada sesiapa yang jahil, Masum 10's ni salah satu acara Sukan Masum 2, 2008. Sukan Masum ni ada 2 phase, satu dah lepas dah. Yang second phase kat UMS, and biase lah, ada la jumpe kawan-kawan yang main untuk Universiti-universiti lain ni. Ada la dua-tiga orang budak budak ni tanye aku, apsal tak main dah. Aku cakap dengan diorang, malas nak sakit2kan badan main ragbi dah. Biasa lah, kalo dari f2 main ragbi asik injured je, sape tak tensen...

Then, salah sorang kawan aku ni 'mempersoalkan' lah keputusan aku untuk 'retire' dari game ni...Alaa, memang aku takut. Aku takut kene operate. Bahu aku ni memang di ketahui ramai problem memanjang. Patah entah brape kali entah, 'dislocate' apetah lagi. Sampai bile aku balik K.L, Dr. Mona siap ugut aku lagi nak suh masuk operation, tampal plate besi kat sendi bahu aku, biar dah tak terlucut lagi...TAKUT WOOOO!!!!!

Mental aku dah tak focus pada game yang aku suka ni, Cikgu Rasi pon cakap macam tu tadi, sebab bile aku main, aku takut nak injured padahal bile game la kena 'all-out'...Asal aku ada awek, mesti diorang pon tak brape suka aku main jugak...Yelah, sape nak bf diorang asik-asik 'cacat' sementara je...Tapi at least, badan aku still cam ruggers lagi, heee~

Korang-korang je la main, skang aku jadi UMS Rafflesia Technical Advisor je, bole marah-marah orang...hahahaha...

:: HAPPY TO BE APART OF WARRIORS ALL-CONQUERING SIDE ::

Kalah Sorak, Kampung Tergadai...

:: KEDUDUKAN PULAU BATU PUTEH (PEDRA BRANCA) ::

"Pada 23 Mei 2008, Naib Presiden ICJ, Hakim Awn Shawkat Al-Khasawneh mengumumkan keputusan pembicaraan tersebut bahawa kedaulatan Pulau Batu Puteh adalah milik Singapura manakala Terumbu Karang Tengah dan Terumbu Karang Selatan diisytiharkan milik Malaysia."

Owh... Apa lah malang nasib ku ini. Sudah la bersorak pun kalah, kampung lagikan tergadai. Lebih malang dari Lebai Malang, lebih kodok dari Pak Kaduk, lebih dungu dari Pak Pandir. Petang tadi telah diumumkan, Pulau Batu Puteh yang selama ni menjadi objek perebutan antara Singapura (Little Israel) dan tanah tumpah darah kita semua, Malaysia telah menjadi hak milik sahih pihak jiran yang tak makan saman itu.

Kesian, kesian...Tapi nak buat macamana?? Itu lah hakikat bila undang-undang di tangan manusia. Aku rasa tak adil sangat bila diperlakukan sebegini. Pulau tu lebih dekat dengan kita, secara geografinya, kita lah yang berhak. Pihak mahkamah bukan tak tahu knape Singapura nak sangat pulau tu. Dia nak besar kan sempadan dia lah, dan bila sempadan dah sampai 22km dari pantai terdekat diorang, korang rase la, brape luas kawasan yang diorang boleh tambak, diulangi, TAMBAK!!? Kawasan diorang kecik, penduduk makin ramai...Sure la diorang nak luas kan kawasan daratan diorang.

Nak tau kenapa kita kalah? Hujah utama Sinagpura sepanjang perbicaraan berlangsung ialah, "Oleh kerana Malaysia sebagai 'anak tiri' British yang pasif sedangkan Singapura 'anak angkat' British yang agresif, Singapura mendakwa berhak menjadi pewaris sah pulau-pulau peningalan Empayar British itu. Dalam sistem DEMOKRASI BARAT, kumpulan yang banyak bersuara akan mendapat lebih banyak."

Demokrasi Barat? Demokrasi la sangat...kepala honter jibraun betol. Lepas ni, jangan kasi can la dengan Temasik mangkuk hayun ni. Tau nak main busuk je, tau la 15% rakyat korang GAY! Hahahahahaha....

:: MY COUSINS IN SINGAPORE, NEXT HARI RAYA I WON'T BE SO FORGIVING ::

Tak Cantik...Tapi Efektif.

:: GLORY, GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED ::

:: CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE, 2007-2008 ::

Akhirnya, selepas sembilan tahun menunggu, dapat jugak Sir Alex 'Fergie' Ferguson menjulang "the Big Eared Trophy" untuk kali kedua dalam sejarah hidupnya. Kejayaan awal pagi tadi adalah 50 tahun selepas Munich Tragedy yang meragut nyawa pemain Red Devils paling berbakat dalam sejarah, Duncan Edwards, 40 tahun selepas kejayaan pertama kelab itu di persada Eropah dengan menumpaskan Benfica, dan 25 tahun selepas kejayaan pertama Sir Fergie merangkul Piala UEFA bersama Aberdeen.

Haa...walaupun aku penyokong Arsenal, tapi sejarah Man Utd ni tau la serba sedikit. Final awal pagi tadi memang aku jangka berpihak kepada The Red Devils la, sebab coach diorang tahu macamana nak menang UCL, berbanding yahudi yang jadi coach Chelsea tu. Bukan ape, dia tak tau macamana nak control emosi player-player dia. Kan Drogba kena buang padang siap, tapi Tevez pun patutnya kena kuar sekali (sory, tapi memang betol). Final tadi pon macam jadi satu 'conclusion' kepada musim ni, team-team yang main lawa takda yang menang liga-liga kat eropah (kecuali Bayern Munich la). Team yang main long pass, full-blooded clearance, electric counter attack je yang banyak menang, macam Man Utd, Inter, & Real Madrid. Team yang main short pass, through balls sume nye kalah. Arsenal (sob, sob), Barca, AC Milan (siap tak dapat masuk UCL season depan lagi tu) main memang cantik, penyokong lawan pun sorak "OLE!" time team-team ni pegang bola, tapi tak menang menang jugak, kenapa?

Ha, ini la masalah utama bola sepak skang. Play it beautifully has now dropped to second priority, play it effectively has become the major concern. Bila wang dah menguasai bola sepak, ini la yang jadi masalah, sume team nak menang at all cost dengan membelakangkan cantiknya bola sepak tu. Sedih, sedih...Tapi nak buat macamane. Duit untuk beli player, bayar gaji sume datang dari situ.

Kat sini ada sedikit recap tentang 'supporters-supporters' EPL Big-Four season 2007-2008.

:: The Devils ::

Penyokong-penyokong diorang still emosi lagi, tak pernah dan tak akan berubah. Kalo menang, diorang cakap "Memang Man U power beb, tak leh nak cakap ape laa...", tapi kalo kalah, "refs cam fundeks la", "scholes tak main hari ni la", "nasib je diorang tu"...bila la korang-korang ni nak jadi gentlemen sket..hahahahaha. Menang, menang la...kalah, kalah la. Bila Man U menang pagi tadi, celebrate ngalahkan Rio Ferdinand. Haih~

:: The Scouser ::

Cian korang kan, kalah liga ikut jaringan...Kalah League Cup pon 1 gol je kena...Kalah UCL sebab kapten korang bebal. Tapi tak pe lah...Baru 1st time masuk final kan, standard la tu... Player-player ada yang nervous dan emosi sangat. Kena cool, baru boleh pegi jauh. Bagus jugak korang kalah UCL, sebab kalo korang menang Roman sure nak berambus punye lah...Target dia nak menang gores dan menang...ehh...silap silap...nak menang UCL. Takut pas menang dia berambus plak, tak pepasal jadi Leeds United. Ada hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian...

:: The Gooners ::

Aih, sedih la nak cite pasal kelab kesayangan ku ni...penyokong-penyokong pon dah banyak nak tiru supporter Man U. Kalah, kalah la kawan-kawan sekalian oii...Jangan nak cakap banyak pulak. Team Gunners skang dah cukup bagus, tapi yang bagusnya 11 orang je. Kalo sorang injured, amacam? Kan dah payah gila nak menang..habis satu season ni, separuh team injured. So, yang bagus kat atas padang tu 5-6 orang je...Nak suruh Wenger beli mahal-mahal? Sampai sudah memang takda la jawabnya...Sebab, kalo dia beli mahal-mahal, player-player mesti yang 'flop'...Baik beli yang murah, 'flop' pon no hal lah...Tak sabar nak tengok Carlos Vela main season depan..heee~

:: The Kop ::

Sorry la Ayah, hihi~...Team ayah season ni cam "shi..." lah. Tak banyak yang bole aku cakap pasal korang ni, sebab penyokong-penyokong Liverpool sume old-timer. Korang nak menang sangat liga kan? Amek la Jose Mourinho tu ha...tapi UCL payah la nk compete sket. Rafa dah memang bagus dah, tapi dia suka rotate player...Bila dah selalu sangat rotate, kurang la chemistry, teamwork rendah (cehh, macam main PES lak), so nak menang liga pon jadi payah...Jaga la Torres tu bebaik, dia boleh jadi lagi hebat dari Dalglish or Rush.

Sebagai hadiah kemenangan korang, aku hadiah kan la lagu ni untuk para penyokong Red Devils. Sila nyanyi ikut rentak "Glory, Glory Man Utd", Okey!!! Satu, Dua, Mula....

*Glory, Glory Man Utd...

Glory, Glory Man Utd...

Glory, Glory Man Utd...

Step aside Rafa, Avram and Wenger,

All hail mighty King Alex Ferguson,

He's special one, we all no doubter,

He led us twice, our memories will fond...

*repeat chorus

Gerrard, Gallas and John Terry,

But Rio Ferdinand is truly Captain Marvel,

When he pass, it is truly eye-cherry,

But when he tackles, he comes with the shovel...

*repeat chorus

Babel, Drogba and Robin van Persie,

No one dives better than our Ronaldo,

So we can get a penalty for free,

So you will lose, go f*ck a whore...

*repeat chorus

Makelele, Alonso and Flamini,

No one does it better than Michael Carrick,

When we are down, he come in a jiffy,

So we can sang, "Buzz off you prick!"...

*repeat chorus

You are my Solskjaer, My Ole Solskjaer,

You make me happy when skies are grey,

Coz' when it's pouring, you just keep scoring,

So please don't take my Solskjaer away...

OI, OI, OI!!!

sekian, mekaseyyy!!! keletak keletak keletuk feeewwwwiittt wooo woooo...(sound efek tepukan gemuruh dari jaro, hahahaha)

:: STILL REMEMBER THE INVINCIBLES GLORY DAYS ::

What We Worry About...

:: TOO MANY THINGS TO THINK ABOUT ::

The song about what we always thinking, making decisions in life then worrying the complications from that particular decision-making moment…Love this song so much, tells everything about myself during this moment. The song is overkill, performed by men at work frontman, colin hay...nice work buddy!

I can't get to sleep, I think about the implications...Of diving in too deep, And possibly the complications...

Especially at night, I worry over situations...I know I'll be alright, Perhaps it's just imagination...

Day after day it reappears, Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear...Ghosts appear and fade away...

Alone between the sheets, Only brings exasperation...It's time to walk the streets, Smell the desperation...

At least there's pretty lights, And though there's little variation...It nullifies the night from overkill...

Day after day it reappears, Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear...Ghosts appear and fade away, Come back another day...

I can't get to sleep, I think about the implications...Of diving in too deep, And possibly the complications...

Especially at night, I worry over situations...I know I'll be alright, It's just overkill...

Day after day it reappears, Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear...Ghosts appear and fade away...Ghosts appear and fade away...Ghosts appear and fade away...

:: IT'S JUST OVERKILL ::

Woman, Hijab and Smoke...

:: OI, NO KOMEN LAH !! ::

"Dot, ko jangan bitau orang ek aku smoke."..."La, awatnya?"..."Yela, aku kan pakai tudung ni, ko tak nampak ke?"...

Nama dia S (bukan nama sebenar, gile ah dot!!). She is one of my best buds, memang 'cara' gila la minah sorang ni. Dia tak kesah apa orang nak cakap pasal dia...Tapi, bila sampai part tudung dgn rokok dia jadi risau...kenape ek?

Muslim women is synonym with 'tudung' or hijab...It's an obligation, wajib and it's sinful not to obey ALLAH's order. One of my sister isnt wearing tudung, but i kept asking her to wear it. Hopefully, she'll understand. but at least she isnt walking around wearing tudung and 'naked'...

Know what i mean? I used to date 'naked', hijab-wearing girls...Lots and lots of them...I mean, why wear hijab when u cannot commited to it? It doesn't mean i hate girls wear tudung..i hate girls who wear tudung but their dignity remains on the floor...Why? Why wear baby tee when u wear tudung? WHY? Why wear tudung and tight jeans? Bile duduk nampak g-strings..laki pandang tau pulak malu..tarik-tarik baju tuh..BODOH!!! I dont understand...Kalo nak cakap ikut perintah agama, ikut la sepenuhnya...Jangan separuh hati...

So, for me the puta de mierda of all women is this type of women... Aiseman,memalukan la... Tak pernah terpikir ke? Or u wear tudung just as the 'in' thing in fashion? Al-maklum lah, a friend of mine yang masuk AF kan terkenal dgn imej bertudung nya...Dia pun pandai menggayakan tudung..Sesuai dengan imej dia. Dengan jubah,habis tertutup semua, kan bagus...Not that i supported Heliza for being a singer..But i supported her as the 'benchmark' for young, muslim women who want to wear tudung stylishly..Am i say it rite? (But it turns out, Liza pon sama gak haa..haih).

Hijab never deter women from doing what they wanted to do...Ada je pilot ppuan pakai tudung, in iran there a rally driver wear tudung... There a woman ran 100m dash in olympics wear hijab, and got international accolades...tak pernah menghalang lansung... So, pakai la tudung...mmkay? BUT! when u wear tudung, always behave. Respect islam as THE way of life and religion, and hijab as an obligation...

So, what's the point with smoke...And smoking? As i say before, hijab never deter u from doing anything...But don,t do something sinful and 'hide' behind the hijab...and it certainly never deter u from smoking... But the thing u must know is people around us is very judgemental and like to pass gossips around. S is my close friend and she smoke...and i don't care about that. Hak dia sebagai pengguna tembakau... But society sangat-sangat mengharap yang si pemakai tudung ni baik all-rounder...Ai, payah tau nak jadi perfect.

The point is..not all yang pakai tudung itu baik, luaran ke dalaman ke... And not all yang free-hair itu tak baik... Tudung bukan lah ukuran baik buruknya seseorang... Lagi bagus free-hair dari pakai tudung and naked..kan?

Sory la dot, ko je la contoh terbaik...=p

:: MARLBORO LIGHTS OR SALEM? WHICH ONE GIRLS? ::

Ceritera Mahathir dan UMNO nya...

"Yo Ane, Roti Mau Ka?"

"Kalau orang cina nak kaya, depa berniaga. Orang melayu nak kaya, kita masuk UMNO"...aku selalu terdengar ayat-ayat camni...kalau dah selalu sangat, maknanya betul lah tu...ada la kenalan aku, ayah dia asal dari Indonesia dan work as an architect. Masuk UMNO, (tak tau la sebab masuk UMNO or he does merit it) terus dapat design bangunan kat Putrajaya. Now, whole family duduk kat Aussie...hihi~

Tu cume cerita sampingan je pon...bila aku bangun pagi tadi, aku dapat tau yang Tun Mahathir telah meninggalkan dunia...ehh, silap silap...meninggalkan UMNO. Tapi, aku rasa bagi dia la, meninggalkan UMNO tu macam sama dengan meninggalkan dunia...kalau yang sebaya aku, keluar dari perut ibu pun dah berperdana menterikan dia. Kepada yang lebih senior dia memperkenalkan Dasar Pandang Ke Timur dan Penswastaan Negara (Malaysia Inc.). Kepada yang terlebih senior, dia cuma seorang Melayu Ultra yang anti kepada bukan Bumiputra (terutamanya orang-orang cina) sampai di hentamnya Tunku Abdul Rahman dalam buku dia (sape la tak tau Malay Dilemma tu)...Hakikat nya, dia cuma Cik Dett si doktor gigi...haih.

Apa pasal dia tinggalkan UMNO? Bukan ke dia sayang sangat kat UMNO tu, patutnya dia betulkan lah kalo dia rasa Pak Lah buat salah...Pak Lah tu pulak, dia teringat kat Kak Endon lagi kot, mungkin sebab tu dia kurang effisien sket semenjak dua menjak ni...PRU 12 pun, tak membanggakan...kesian dia. Aku rasa, bukan salah Pak Lah pun. Dia baik. Tapi itu lah masalah dia, baik sangat...Dalam politik ni, mane ada yang baik sangat. Hari ni 'kahwin', esok 'cerai', lusa 'rujuk' semula...asal ada kepentingan nya di mana-mana. Hari ni, ramai la yang 'kahwin' dengan Pak Lah, sebab dia PM...sape baik dengan dia akan dapat tempias hujan tropika nya. Tapi, tak mustahil esok ada yang nak tuntut 'talak' dengan dia. Biasalah, habis madu sepah dibuang bersepah-sepah..Hari ni pon Mahathir dah tuntut 'cerai', alasan nya Pak Lah tak kompeten...Betul ke ni Mahathir? Ke dah tak boleh nak perah UMNO di mana-mana dah? Cukup-cukup lah tu... Lusa macamana pulak? Ada yang tergerak hati nak 'rujuk' dengan Pak Lah? Ku Li ke...sape-sape lah yang berminat. Kot lah tiba-tiba Pak Lah nak buat projek mega..dapat jadi sub-kontraktor pon dah cukup baik, kan?

Busuk lah politik ni...UMNO dengan Indah Water seperti tiada beza...

:: UMNO HAS NOW BECOME PARALYZED ::

Nia oh Nia...

"Loh..Gimana Sih?"

"Nia Ramadhani? Jangan la buat lawak"..."aku serius la, lawak apenye"..."ko ni kan, cam budak kecik"..."normal la ada crush dengan artis kan?"...

Pada aku, normal la kita ada sedikit 'crush' kat artis...ala, macam impian yang tak kan jadi kenyataan tu...sume orang ada. impian nak jadi cam Ananda Krishnan la..impian nk kuar dating dengan Brad Pitt la...macam-macam lagi la yang tak masuk akal...

Aku punya, takda la tak masuk akal sangat..hihi~ tapi memang tak mungkin berlaku la aku rasa..sebab dia COMEL YANG AMAT!! dapat yang seiras pon dah cukup baik...=p

Sejak bila aku minat kat Nia? Entah...sebab time Bawang Putih, Bawang Merah...dia bukan watak baik pon...cuma minat sangat tengok muka dia..cam minta puji..hahaha. Bila di "google-google", boleh tahan gak dia punya "social life"..."Wajar saja saya memakai bikini, foto-foto itu kan di kolam renang"..you are one, crazy babe!

Kat Malaysia, ada ke Nia?

alahai...complicated benor...

"Buat la blog kat blogger, best sket"..."best kejadah nye kalo takda yang baca"..."ko taip je dulu, pastu promosi la kat YM ke, friendster ke"..."yelah...tapi aku tak reti la nak buat text yang pelik-pelik nih"..."yang tu nanti nanti la ko blaja...okeh?"..."i'll give it a try"...

lebih kurang macam tu la permulaan nya...on how i get here, on bloggers heaven (heaven la sangat). trima kasih kepada cik siti hajar dan encik khairi ismayuddin yang berjaya meng'convince'kan saya untuk ber'blog' ni...

aku tak reti la nk ber'blog' secara formal...nak create post la, pastu nak letak links, gambar la, ape ape lagi la yang korang biasa tengok kat blog biasa..pada aku macam payah, al-maklum lah, rabun teknologi..hihi~ tapi xpe...aku try dulu...tgk jaro berblog pon macam besh ya amat..tapi dia bijak berpantun..aku ni bijak mengkritik je...hahahaha..

kepakaran ber'blog' yang "amat hebat" ketika di dunia friendster akan di gunakan sebaik mungkin...tengok la nanti di mana blog ini akan berakhir..:-)