I Saw Her...Again~

What do you think? If I were u...I believe that the chemistry is there for the taking. But currently, none of us have the guts to speak to each other...Maybe what we need is a spark. Not a spark-plug laa~ but u know, a spark to get us started.

Maybe I'm SS (syok sendiri)...but what blushes means for a girl. or a woman? every time we stump to each other, she blushed when i smiled...she's so cute. call her overweight or what ever, but i like that kind of blush...makes me wanna blush too~

i totally like her...seriously. but one of my friend said that I'm becoming thoroughly desperate and distracted. i don't care. furthermore, this is my last semester here...i just wanna know her name, and god willing, having a small chit-chat with her...that's it.

i don't think we have time to take it to another level, so my aim is so low...yes, i like her, i like her, i like her...i can't stop thinking about that blush. What it supposed to mean? Is she lethargic? Penat sampai merah muka? or just shy when somebody smiled at her, even though it wasn't me? Maybe some women are like that, just tend to blush without knowing it. I believe, if she reading this blog, she doesn't know that she is the one who blush...

but today, she just smiled back! and I'm the one who blush...i thought sooo~ Do both of us like each other? Or she just happen to know that i like her that much? ohhh god, please help me...what was her thinking at that time? I need to know...such desperate and miserable I'm, until now, and maybe until i meet her again.

i don't wanna hide the truth that I'm desperate of her, I'm miserable...but i like the feeling. I like being miserable and desperate like this...Some people might say, "Why are u so miserable and desperate just because of a girl u barely even know?"...seriously, i don't have the answer for that.

maybe one day, when i was old and have children or grand-children, i have a story to tell to my young ones...i used to like one girl who blushed when i smiled...